I am in a bit of a funk lately. Much more on this to come, but wanted to stop by quickly and give all of you, because you are just so wonderful, a quick update. This is huge for me. I don't usually admit this truth as it is happens. In the past, I keep the news private. I put on a brave face and soldier on, but I am different now. I am changed. It is much easier to admit this truth after the fact, after it is better, when I am better. Here it is. I am sick again. This current infection, found a little over a month ago, is persistent and determined. I have so much to write, have written so much in the past week and a half, but right now my head is spinning. I am pursing my lips so I don't vomit. I feel so nauseous, something I haven't felt in so, so long. In fact, a couple of hours ago when the nausea came on in full force, I continued to repeat, this will not happen, I will not go here again. While I type, a thermometer hangs out of my mouth. I don't feel like I have a fever, but I can never be too cautious. This time around this will be different. I learned so much last time and already face this in a new way. I will share shortly, hopefully tomorrow. Right now, I just need to lie back down and try to stay calm and not give in to the nausea. I am scared and full of fight all at once. I will overcome this, I know I will.
Looking forward to checking in again soon.
Temperature is normal, I do not have a fever. One check in the right column.